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When you set out on your journey to Ithaca,
pray that the road is long,
full of adventure, full of knowledge.
The Lestrygonians and the Cyclops,
the angry Poseidon -- do not fear them:
You will never find such as these on your path,
if your thoughts remain lofty, if a fine
emotion touches your spirit and your body.
The Lestrygonians and the Cyclops,
the fierce Poseidon you will never encounter,
if you do not carry them within your soul,
if your soul does not set them up before you.

Pray that the road is long.
That the summer mornings are many, when,
with such pleasure, with such joy
you will enter ports seen for the first time;
stop at Phoenician markets,
and purchase fine merchandise,
mother-of-pearl and coral, amber and ebony,
and sensual perfumes of all kinds,
as many sensual perfumes as you can;
visit many Egyptian cities,
to learn and learn from scholars.

Always keep Ithaca in your mind.
To arrive there is your ultimate goal.
But do not hurry the voyage at all.
It is better to let it last for many years;
and to anchor at the island when you are old,
rich with all you have gained on the way,
not expecting that Ithaca will offer you riches.

Ithaca has given you the beautiful voyage.
Without her you would have never set out on the road.
She has nothing more to give you.

And if you find her poor, Ithaca has not deceived you.
Wise as you have become, with so much experience,
you must already have understood what Ithacas mean.

Constantine P. Cavafy (1911)

kangen

arggggghhh..... i miss my life in jakarta...kekekeke
mulai dari gw sampe di dresden, gw gk pernah sekangen ini sama jakarta...
waktu gw makan, gw gk kangen makanan indonesia
waktu gw sendirian, gw jg gk kangen ama khidupan di jakarta
waktu gw blajar n ngerjain tugas, itu juga gk bikin gw nginget jakarta...
waktu gw gereja, olahraga, naek bis, belanja, dll disini... gw jg gk kangen2 amat ama indo...
tapi sekarang gw kangennnnn berattttt...
tau gk knapa gw kangen n apa yg gw kangenin?????!!!

Jadi gini, hari ini bbrp org yg baru gw kenal ngajak pergi ke party salah satu tmen mreka... yah bukan 'party' dalam arti harfiah lah, cuman pizza n minuman seadanya disatu apartment kecil, skitar 40 org an dtg, disana gw ngliat org pada ngobrol2, ktawa2, kenalan2 dan salah satu dari mereka ada yg nanya, apakah di indonesia gw jg sering ada acara hang out kyk gini...

ditanyain gini gw jadi inget sama acara nonton/jalan2 bareng POSS..duh,
i really miss my hang out time with ma couzinsssss.....!!!!!! :((((((((((

I got the scholarship!!

Wekkss... ternyata gw dapet scholarship erasmus..hihihi, tadi malem entah kenapa kok gw ada feeling kalo ada email masuk ttg scholarship acceptance ini ya..n ternyata pas gw cek siang ini, BENERR...ihihihi, yah walopun gw gak sekaget pas terima email pertama yang 2 bulan lalu...tp tetep aja gw jadi seneng

God is very veryyyyy kind to me...compared to what i have done for Him...nothing but make Him sad...:((

thanks God...Thanks for your Blessings and gifts...
I believe He always hear my prayer...every prayer, forgive me God if I have done something wrong.